NO CHAINS

Its crazy how all my confidence about a situation goes done the drain.  Maybe its because my feelings and my heart wont coincide with my brain. I know what she brings to the table aint good for your boy. Besides the sex sometime, the end half of the relationship I didn’t enjoy. To be honest what I look for in a Wife, she ain’t got it, and a grown woman mindset I think she lacks it. No, I’m not stunting on her because we apart. I just been down that road once and going back isn’t smart. They say the hottest love have the coldest end. We love each other, but don’t like each other enough to be friends. Its crazy because I tell people God has to do something drastic for me to fully want her again. What makes that scary is that the same God that died and rose for my unborn sins. What I am saying is, there isn’t anything God cant do. I’m just going to sit back and what for my breakthrough. Because God knows I want a woman to hold and console. I just got to continue to be patience because God has my life under control…